Rising...a dark knight review

Well I am not a comic book nerd (and no you are not allowed to check my closet to see if I have comic books there), and I don't mean to rain on anyone's parade, but here is my review on The Dark Knight Rises, which I just finished watching 10 minutes ago.

So I got into the theater, wait in line to buy my ticket and looked at the "showing hours" I was 10 minutes late, and the guy in front of me was trying to make conversation with the "ticket seller guy". I mean you can talk to the guy but AFTER I buy my ticket on a movie that started 10 minutes ago (according to them). So I buy my ticket, proceed to enter the theater and debated on buying popcorn and a soda. I read that the movie was kind of almost 3 hour long so I decided not to, and anyways everyone knows the popcorn and the soda is gone before the movie starts. So now at my seat they were showing the previews. So basically I made it and didn't miss a thing. And to my surprise I even got to see the "Man of Steel" preview which was awesome.

And then the movie starts, I am ready for it, so I strapped to my seat and was prepared to be amazed. (I am going to try not to give any spoilers btw). To my surprise I wasn't amazed, yes the movie looked good but the first scene of The Dark Knight was better than the first scene of Rises. It set the tone. But this scene I already saw in a "preview" before Harry Potter (I think) and it involves a plane heist. Cool scene by the way but I am not impressed. And then it just dragged and dragged, exposition after exposition of scenes that could have been cut because they served no purpose (More on this later on). And then I stopped to look at my phone and check my Facebook statuses. And then I stopped. I thought "I bought a ticket and I am going to watch the movie even if I don't like it. I mean, it is no Avengers, but I have to watch it".

And then something happened. The movie started to show it's true form. Scene after scene my interest began to grow, and that is when I noticed that all those scenes in the beginning that I thought could have been cut came to fruition. Nolan gave us the salad before the steak. Here have a salad, and you go "Ohhh its a salad, kind of good but why would I need a salad?" and then you see the steak, and notice that the salad was there to prepare you for it. That is what I felt about the movie. It started slow but it picked up, and once that happened it didn't let go. You feel the struggle, you feel the pain, and you get more excited when heroic things happen. And then you see familiar faces, and you know the story is getting better. And then you question the story and then you think that they tried to pay you for the fool but you knew better (even tho you didn't). And at the end you end up with a feeling of satisfaction that closely resembles killing a craving.

At the beginning of the movie I thought "This is in no way, shape, or form better than the Avengers". But when I left the theater I knew that I had just seen a masterpiece, and that The Avengers, as good as it is, could not compare. And at the end something happened that made me yell "I knew it" and you will probably do the same.

So that is my sort of review (sans spoilers) of The Dark Knight Rises. And I am still digesting that amazing piece of steak.

So lets set the world on fire.

This may not be a blog post about photography, well not 100% about photography. It is more about inspiration and what inspires my style of photography.

So...what does inspire my style of photography? My answer to that question would be "everything". there is no magical recipe of perfect things to inspire you. Maybe a leaf blowing in the wind is enough to get the creativity juices flowing. Maybe a little depression, or a little happiness. For me, most of the time, my inspiration comes either when I am riding my bike or by listening to music, sometimes while reading a book. Maybe it is triggered by just a word, or a phrase, maybe by the actual music, but it happens a lot. 

When I am riding my bike (which is at least 11 miles on a daily basis, when not in winter season) I think about a lot of things, but at the same time the sound of gravel and dirt colliding with the tires is relaxing enough to make me ponder about stuff, random stuff most of the time. The water dress image I did came to me in one of those bike rides. Just thinking that "...it is too hot. I wish my clothes were made out of water" was enough to convince me to do this shoot. It took a while (about 5 months) to make it happen but the idea was there. 

Water Nymph

Another example, is when I read a book, maybe a phrase like "A murder of crows" will lead up to something like this next image. 

The Fall of the Crow Princess.

So lately I have been listening to this song, in repeat, and can't stop doing it. And this just one song evokes a lot of things in my core. Stuff like feelings of homesickness, loneliness, appreciation, happiness, thirst and a lot more. Which are perfect for inspiration, but at the same time it inspires me to not hold the camera that much, to be on the other side, not hiding behind the lens but enjoying the "spotlight" sort of speak. To be carried home, and to carry someone home (You'll understand when you listen to the song below). The song is "We are Young" by Fun (yes, that is the name of the band), and here is the video, take a couple of minutes to listen to it. Note: This is my favorite rendition of the song.

I have a lot of ideas in my head, and probably tomorrow I will be in front of the camera, I have a great idea for a self portrait. And it was just inspired by this song. The thing is that I am reminded of the idea every time I listen to this song, and probably it will not make a lot of sense when you see the final image and go "This was inspired by that song?" but that is how inspiration works. It is not a literal thing. And that is why photography has been a huge part of my life. Because you can do a lot of things in a portrait but it has little meaning, and at the same time you can do so little that means so much. That is why it is an art and not just something that you pick up and do. So let's set the world on fire, we can burn brighter than the sun.

Note: Sorry if you have the song stuck in your head right now. I know it is kind of catchy.

One Great Year.

The year 2011 has already gone, and now that all the booze and all the partying and all the resting (well most of it) is gone we can look back and contemplate how good it was. For me it was really good, from hanging out with new people to meeting new awesome friends.

Health-wise , this past year saw the arrival of Clementine, my mountain bike, who I will come to love in just a few days after her arrival. Riding 11 miles (at least) everyday has made me a little healthier. I lost around 40 lbs because of it. Also, even thought it was almost at the end of the year, I quit smoking for good. November 30, 2011 was and will be the last day I smoked a cigarette, and my body and lungs love me for it.

But most importantly, this year was one of my most creative ones, photography-wise. I kept challenging myself to outdo myself with each shoot. I had to get equal or better images with each subsequent photo shoot, or otherwise I would feel that I was moving backwards and not forwards. There is a saying in spanish that goes like this "Para atras ni para cojer impulso" which roughly translates to "Backwards, not even to create momentum". And so here are my 15 favorite images from the year. It was supposed to be favorite 10 images but I couldn't take any of these out of the list. I will try to explain why they are my favorite under each image. Hope you enjoy.

FAVORITE 15 IMAGES OF THE YEAR 2011

This image was taken in January 2011. This Senior All Star session started it all for me. This shot was taken while getting ready for the actual picture. And it turned out better than the one we were looking for. Spontaneity is always better than poses. 

I sincerely LOVE this image. Her eyes are two windows to her soul. Colors saturate the image but still the eyes draw you in. 

The band Gravity Defied, we were looking for a rough look, and just before we were done with the shoot we found this location. This was the final frame of the shoot.

Powerful, stylish and awesome. One of the best "hair flip" images I've taken. Her stance, the look in her face and  the lighting make this image one of my favorites.

Sometimes planning a shoot or an image helps, but sometimes finding the shot works too. We were in a parking lot and I noticed the rings the light made, so I moved a little and gave her the halo. No flash used, natural light and the artificial light in the parking lot. 

After a short get together to talk business, me and a bunch of photographers went to Aggieville  for a small photo-walk. This is one of the photographers (and an awesome model don't you think). Lisa Marie was so natural and her clothes were so perfect for the location that I could not resist to take this image.

Clementine (my mountain bike) was the first step into my love for the trails. This was taken on an event sponsored by Big Poppi Bicycle Co. at Little Creek. A lot of people went there and I took images of all of them, but this one, with the motion, the passion in her face, the concentration, the colors, well almost everything made it one of my favorites.

Another "last shot", a friend of mine agreed on letting me take images of his family. And just before we called it quits, this little girl was drinking from her bottle and I went for the last shot, and my favorite of the day. 

A really good friend of mine, she agreed on me taking images for his husband who was  deployed at the time. This image makes the cut because of her eyes, two emeralds with hints of orange. Also this image was the one who made me think about doing the Modernizing Fantasy Collection.

First image of my Modernizing Fantasy Collection. I call this one "Talking with the Fairies".  Like I wrote on the last image, after that photo session I knew she would be perfect for this image that has been in my mind for about 4 months, and she was perfect for it.

Another Modernizing Fantasy image. This idea I had it while riding my bike on a 104 degree summer day. I was so tired and hot that all my mind was thinking about was "If only my clothes where made of water" and right there it clicked. With new found strength and determination I got home and started doing water test to see if what I had in my head could be done. And after 5 months the perfect model appeared and this was the end result. 

At the time I was reading one of the "The Secret Life of the Immortal Nicholas Flammel" books and in the chapter I was they started talking about dryads. So naturally I researched the idea, and put it on the back burner. I had so many ideas for the Modernizing Fantasy Collection that I could not pick which one was going to be the next one. So I was making backups of the images I already had from other shoots, saw this image and immediately knew it would be perfect for the dryad. So I started working on this image. Titled "The Dance of the Dryad". 

Sometimes I have a huge explanation as to why an image is my favorite, but for this one, I don't have many words, I just love this image.

Sometimes you work with someone and you know they would be perfect for an image. So I convinced my good friend into modeling for what was going to be an image of her but with wings and a spear. After I was almost done with that image I took a break from it. I put in The Rocketeer and immediately thought "steam-punk the Valkyrie" so I went back to the image and started from scratch, and this was my favorite image of the year, well almost.

While checking if my backups still work I found this image of my cousin (which is a ballet dancer) from her Senior session about 2 years ago. The crow princess idea was the first one I had for the "Modernizing Fantasy" collection. But did the others first because for this one every had to be perfect. I thought it would be my hardest image to make, and maybe it was because I had this exact replica in my mind's eye,  but it was the easiest image I have done. From start to finish it didn't take me a lot to finish. The idea of having a princess and her soul leaving her body in the form of crows because she was shot down with an arrow was in my head for probably 8 months. But after filtering the image from my head into this image I am so happy that I could do it. 

So these are my favorite 15 images of the year 2011. I already have shoots planned for 2 more collections (as soon as I finish the Modernizing Fantasy one). And I will keep on pushing myself forward....Backwards, not even to gain momentum.

At last...

Yes!...At last I did the image that has been haunting me for about 6 months. This image has been in development way before the "Talking to the Fairies" image. this one was supposed to start the whole Modernizing fantasy Collection. But time, models, and editing schedules didn't make it happen.

But today I was browsing trough some old galleries. About 2 year old galleries. And stumbled to this image, and suddenly it clicked. This was going to be the "The Fall of the Crow Princess" image. And so I started to work on it. And 4 hours after I am happy to show you guys the end result. So here it is. BTW it is my favorite image of the year, and probably ever. The original image was taken about 2 years ago and it is actually an senior image that I took of my beautiful cousin Maritere Mediavilla Ortiz. So thank you Marity for letting the image in my head come to life.

Th Fall of the Crow Princess

Modernizing Fantasy: Full Steam Ahead!

I know that i have not written a blog entry in a while and I have to blame my "addiction" to video games and movies for that. I mean, Gears of War 3, then Assassins Creed Revelations, with a little bit of Ico/Shadow of the Colossus in between, before tackling Batman: Arkham City.  And there are a lot of video games I do want to play. Thank God I didn't start playing Skyrim because then i would have not be writing this blog entry. Not to mention watching The Immortals, The Muppets, and a lot of replaying Super 8.

Anyways, I had been planning a shoot with a really good friend of mine for a while. It would be part of my Modernizing Fantasy Collection and the idea came to me while doing the Dryad. I had one word for the theme and a rough sketch of what I wanted, the word was "Valkyrie". And then I started to do some test on wings, and clothes, and fabrics, and background. This was interrupted by the video games and the movies (seriously I have watched Super 8 like 25 times as of this writing). But then I came back on track when I finally did the shoot for it. My friend, she is a natural model and she doesn't even know it. After 5 frames I already had what i needed, but went and took different poses just in case.

So I started working on the images immediately, editing the background, adding wings, a lance, skirt, buckle, and just when I thought that I had the image finished I took a break from it. The image looked good, but I always let it rest for a couple of days before I finish it, that way I see it with fresh eyes and a fresh mind. And even thought I had finished editing the image, inspiration hits me once again. I usually get new ideas while finishing an image, and most of the time I use those ideas for other shoots. For example when I did the Dryad I thought about putting wings in it, and that is how I came to do the Valkyrie.

Inspiration hit me while watching the movie "The Rocketeer" (a highly underestimated-while-ahead-of-it's-time movie). I thought about doing something Steampunk style, and I thought about doing another shoot with this theme. But in my head all I could see was tackling the Valkyrie in a steampunk way. And it took some time to do it, but here it is. I call it The Flight of the Valkyrie. I hope you like it as much as I do. This is probably the final image, but since I thought the same thing about the Valkyrie I am not sure anymore :). All I know is that I have a special place set aside for the huge print in one of the walls of my office.

Modernizing Fantasy....once again.

So, after I finished the water nymph image, and after I posted the blog, and the image on Facebook, etc, I started planning my next shoot. It will be called "Valkyrie in the battlefield", and while checking for ways to do it, I kind of took a break. And on that break I went back to some other images that I wanted to use. And as soon as I saw this image of the model not looking at the camera with a "tree like" pose on her I immediately got an image of a "Dryad" (forest nymph sort of speak) in my head. And after I finished the water dressed nymph I knew that I was up to the challenge and that I would not stop until I got this image out of my head and into "reality"

So without further ado here it is. I call this image "The dance of the dryad", enjoy!

Modernizing Fantasy

Imagination is the best form of creativity that I can think of. At least for the photography world. It takes skill and lots of work but when the final image comes out better than what you intended or imagined , then everything just falls into place afterwards. And even more so when that first idea you had becomes "reality" trough your camera, more ideas keep popping in your head, the worse part of it is filtering them.

A few weeks ago I did a shoot for myself. Some photographers might say "It is for my portfolio" and even tho I can use it for my portfolio, the intention was for it to be printed and hanged on the wall of my office. Also it is a little bit "great idea" and a little bit "let's see if I can pull this out" but once you do it all the other ideas that you had doesn't seem as crazy or as unattainable. But it all comes down to logistics.

The logistics of a shoot are not as simple as anyone might imagine. You need the right equipment, the right set of skills, and the perfect model. I had an idea of trying to modernize fantasy, even if it is just changing the wardrobe of the model while maintaining a "fantasy" setting. But at the same time inspiration comes in with new ideas, new visions, new images on your mind. For example I was riding my bike one day in a 104 degree weather, and maybe it was because I was dehydrated, or just hallucinating, but all I could think about was "If only my clothes were made out of water". I got home and started writing down my ideas, and started researching. Because 1) I wanted to check if someone had done it before, 2) check if a lot of people had done it before, 3) I wanted to see if it could be done without having to hire Industrial Light & Magic or Weta Workshop (which I don't have the money to hire anyways) and 4) to see if I was "imagining" something unattainable at the time. This was around 6 months ago. But now I can say that it was so much worth the wait. But a little back story before I show you guys the image.

So what have I been doing for the past 6 months? Well a lot of practice. A lot of tests, and a lot of time in the computer trying to figure out my limitations to achieve that picture that was sitting in my mind's eye. Also a lot of "model scouting". The perfect model for the shoot is what will make the shoot "real". I have been browsing Model Mayhem, and doing different "normal" shoots to see if that particular model is right for the shoot. Also I have been looking at a lot of their galleries if I couldn't set a day to do a shoot with that particular model. But planning for this coming shoot has not deterred my imagination, if anything it has made it more alive. So once I took pictures of a subject I would think "She can pull this other idea I have". 

This image was another idea I had. It was born in my head about 4 months ago. But was kind of in the back burner because, if I couldn't find a model for the "water" idea, then I wouldn't find someone for this other idea I had. And the idea came to me because another friend of mine, Bree Gerth, makes these AWESOMELY AWESOME leather masks. I saw one and I had this idea of "modernizing fantasy". Trying to give fantasy a modern flavor to it. Maybe with just the clothes or the location. I had that mask in my possession thinking I would never find someone for the idea I had. But then I did a shoot with a great friend of mine and immediately knew that she would be perfect for it. And she was. She didn't get it at first, but she rocked the session. The images turned out great but I was looking for that "perfect" image, so I could start working on it. 15 minutes after I started clicking the shutter the image came to life. But it needed a lot of love before it was as close as what I had in my head.

And it came out just as I envisioned it. A warrior princess talking with a fairy. And when I actually finished it I got the courage to tackle the one that I thought it would be a lot of work on my part. So I contacted the model to see if she wanted to do it, and she was up for it. I explained to her what i wanted and said "The end product might take a while to be done", and she was OK with that. Again after 15 minutes I already had the image that I needed. So I did a small photo shoot for the model so she could have images of the day. Just regular fashion/beauty shots, because I thought that the "water dress" would take a LONG time in the making.

But I underestimated my drive to get the image out from my mind's eye and into "reality". The day after the shoot I started working on it, laying the "ground work" on it. Editing the little details that I knew would make my life and job easier. After half an hour I had a water dress flowing. And that is when I thought to myself "This will take a lot less time than I thought". So I started working hard on the image, an hour here, 45 minutes there. Taking some breaks, of course, so I could have a life. Went bowling with some friend and the next day woke up with a "I am going to finish this image today" kind of attitude. And that is when the exact same image I had in my head came to life.



A water nymph walking away from the city. This image (and the one before it) will be part of my Modernizing Fantasy Collection, in which I try to have images of fantasy "characters" but with a modern flavor to it. In the first image is just a shirt and some jeans, in the second image she is wearing a leather jacket and leather boots. And I call it a "collection" because even before I was done with this second  image I already had ideas for two more, and I know they will keep on coming as more of my mental images come to life. Next project is called "Valkyrie" and that one will be awesome (if it comes out just as I imagine it)